I’ve been happier with life even though bad shit keeps happening to me. Its weird but nice.
I just wanna be pinned up against a wall and kissed, apparently that’s to much to ask for.
I am so sexually frustrated omg. This sucks, I wanna die.
I’ve gone from having a billion guy best friends to none. Its really depressing to think about. I love doing stupid shit with dudes but some how they all end up wanting to date me or get girlfriends and can’t ever hang. Wtf. Can’t I ever win?! I just want some niggas to do fun shit with.
A very very small part of me misses relationships, then the rest of me is like fuck that.
I’m at a point where I really just don’t give a fuck about anything anymore. Its kinda sad when I think about how much I just don’t care. The only thing I really do care about is my family. Everything else I could give two shits about including myself. I don’t know what came over me but I’m just done caring.